the unexpected song

dearest Chillaweyhs..

ingat tak bile kite da start sedeyh2, n some of us cried sbb da nak grad, n everything?
i actually keep track on sape nanges dulu, among us & in front of us.. here's the list :

1. sheera, 221009, fatihah's (tho she kinda acted, but we can say that this started the list..;p)

2. yana, 291009, LPU, petang

3. borgi, 291009, planet tomyam, petang sket

4. cepah, 291009, planet tomyam, maghreb

5. nuur, 191190, Law Grad dinner

6. pae, 201109, Concorde Shah Alam's room no.1012

*as for the rest, stakat my personal official record, takde yg nanges kot da pastuh..referring to this context laa..


i was kinda wonderin, will i cry?kinda anticipatin it a bit..heh..
cuz i remembered saying that i may feel sad but i might not cry in front of people..i just cant..sheera ckp aku ego, n she's so determined to make me cry ;P..heh..mebi bcoz i said d reason for not crying in front of people is i'd feel stupid, n i'll get embarressed later..


and then..when i was drivin back to putrajaya with all my stuffs from nusaibah, i listened to a cd i bought mase matrix..n i heard this song, this verse in particular:-

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on

- good charlotte-

and without any warning, my earlier question was answered; i kinda cried..
i really dont know why..but..
just like dat, i remembered our times together..
not all, but enough to make me cry thinkin about it..
i remebered the kindness i received all these years having all of you as my frenz..
the laughter, the stupid jokes, our silly remarks, any emotional outbursts..
the times when u really cant beruang with me (e.g. having kaka's wife as a fren..;p)
i really am thankful for being blessed with such amazing persons as friends..


milo, kinah, nuur, yana, borgy, aifaa, pae, cepah, buzzla, sheera, teekah, kak lean..
i'd like to dedicate my first entry to u guys..
thanx..for everything..may Allah bless us all with greatness ahead of us..
may Allah give us the chance to be frens as long as He is willing..

saranghae =)


* this part may be inaccurate..

Posted by kaka's azraa at 1:30 AM