..how i wish..

there's this picture that i used to have

it's a simple one

but to me, it looks complicated

it's just a small picture

yet not insignificant

and now..

it's lost..i cant seem to remember where i last saw it..

but somehow, it is still not forgotten

how i wish...that it was less complicated..

that it is insignificant..

that it is forgotten..

because

to that person who's complicated, not insignificant and still not forgotten

i am

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Posted by kaka's azraa at 10:10 PM

sorry, Mr. French Toast couldnt make it in time from France..;P

..if i were ever to lari dari umah, umah yana n kinah wud definitely be among d 1st places i'd go..;) 

yana & sangki, hontoni arigatou for d hospitality..

sebagai balasan, i knoe u enjoyed our cooking~

nuur menimbang sotong..patot beli byk lagi..

kami tertipah dgn tenticles sotong tuh..ingatkan da banyak..huhuhu..

nuur, if kite dok umah same nnt, kite masak je kat umah tao..kan jimat..;)

oh..ade roti..hehe..sori kinah, nuur, yana, aifaa n maybe poji..

french toast tetinggal kat france la beb, flight delay..laen kali (i rili donno when), i'll make up for it..;p

still, kami tetap menjadi surirumah yang betanggongjawab dgn menyediakan makanan delicious neh..

berasap gak laa dapo budak2 bujang neh..;p

kepade kawan2 yg tak menganggor, slamat bekerje!! if nk hire surirumah bername azraa, last time i checked, i;m still available..;)

kepade kawan2 penganggor (macam tak ramai je..urgh, down jap..heh), marilaa kite menikmati mase mengutip anggor neh..;p 0 comments

Posted by kaka's azraa at 4:15 PM

=)

Dear kaka uppa..

thanx for being u..!

" u knoe i'll always love u, dearest azraa.."

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Posted by kaka's azraa at 1:27 AM

I.S.S.U.E.s

a lot of things happened since i last wrote an entry. among others; d final results were out, the job-hunt starts, me n Toshee met, borgy n nuu went to korea, nuu da nak balek in less than 10 hours time, n a whole lot more.

i went thru a lot. emotionally, i might add. especially these past few days. i'm not known for my patience, and this somehow played a big part throughout my past few emotional days. i guess when we're angry, we shud just remember to; inhale, exhale..relax..breathe..it'll help get our heads clearer. for the time being, i have issues with one of my family members. n dat famly member definitely have issues with me. bak kate nuu, she always have..heh..

other people have other issues..compared to other people, my issue(s) may not qualify as an issue..heh..
i mean, i'm only having trouble with my family, which, no matter what happens, they'll accept me..
look at other people; some have issues with their best friends, some have issues surviving in a foreign country, some have financial issues, and other more disturbing issues..

these issues in life are not dat easy to be dealt with, compared to the issues dat we were required to solve during our exams. kalau nak jawab isu dalam soklan final, slalunye kite akan carik isu, refer pade relevant authorities, letak prinsipel yang berkaetan, then apply, da dapat markah..

issues in life are more complicated..everything is inter related..takde statutes or acts yg spesifik untok just 1 issue..n maybe, sometimes, issues in real life are better left unsolved. 2 comments

Posted by kaka's azraa at 1:14 AM

the unexpected song

dearest Chillaweyhs..

ingat tak bile kite da start sedeyh2, n some of us cried sbb da nak grad, n everything?
i actually keep track on sape nanges dulu, among us & in front of us.. here's the list :

1. sheera, 221009, fatihah's (tho she kinda acted, but we can say that this started the list..;p)

2. yana, 291009, LPU, petang

3. borgi, 291009, planet tomyam, petang sket

4. cepah, 291009, planet tomyam, maghreb

5. nuur, 191190, Law Grad dinner

6. pae, 201109, Concorde Shah Alam's room no.1012

*as for the rest, stakat my personal official record, takde yg nanges kot da pastuh..referring to this context laa..


i was kinda wonderin, will i cry?kinda anticipatin it a bit..heh..
cuz i remembered saying that i may feel sad but i might not cry in front of people..i just cant..sheera ckp aku ego, n she's so determined to make me cry ;P..heh..mebi bcoz i said d reason for not crying in front of people is i'd feel stupid, n i'll get embarressed later..


and then..when i was drivin back to putrajaya with all my stuffs from nusaibah, i listened to a cd i bought mase matrix..n i heard this song, this verse in particular:-

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on

- good charlotte-

and without any warning, my earlier question was answered; i kinda cried..
i really dont know why..but..
just like dat, i remembered our times together..
not all, but enough to make me cry thinkin about it..
i remebered the kindness i received all these years having all of you as my frenz..
the laughter, the stupid jokes, our silly remarks, any emotional outbursts..
the times when u really cant beruang with me (e.g. having kaka's wife as a fren..;p)
i really am thankful for being blessed with such amazing persons as friends..


milo, kinah, nuur, yana, borgy, aifaa, pae, cepah, buzzla, sheera, teekah, kak lean..
i'd like to dedicate my first entry to u guys..
thanx..for everything..may Allah bless us all with greatness ahead of us..
may Allah give us the chance to be frens as long as He is willing..

saranghae =)


* this part may be inaccurate..
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Posted by kaka's azraa at 1:30 AM