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sekarang musem konvo

2011-10-10T16:49:00.000+08:00

tengah tengok gamba konvo orang laen, tetibe rase sedeyh..

sebabnye, my convo was the last convo anak ayah yang ayah attended ..Al-fatihah untuk ayah..

how fortunate i was that Allah granted my prayers; that ayah & mak could make it to my convo..

dah setahun konvo..kemajuan? ade la siket..

but i think maybe its time i do what i like..
kite tao if ayah ade lagi, ayah mmg akan support je whatever i like, as long as its good..

ok la ayah, kite akan berusehe untuk do what i like, not just like what i do..

mendengarkan lagu greyson chance : waiting outside the lines really made me think..

btw, kepade sesape yg convo, congratulations!!n good luck in finding the path that'll make u happy ;)

i pray that all of us would find that path, the thing that we're passionate about, sooner or later..ameen =)

the mind invader

2011-09-21T09:29:00.000+08:00

an observation by me:

liking someone (unrequitedly) for their pretty hands and fingers is waaaayyyyyy more easier than liking someone because of their wits..

why?

cuz if u feel like stalking someone u like because of their pretty hands, you can easily find pictures of the nice pretty hands..

but with wits, how do you find the wits that u kinda like thru photos?

.the 100th day.Al-Fatihah.

2011-06-06T15:58:00.001+08:00

It’s been 100 days since we last saw your smile..

It’s 100 days without hearing your voice..

It’s just 100 days, it’s already 100 days..

It’s just 100 days, but I miss your cooking..

I miss seeing you in the kitchen, patiently making all those pastes, all those dendeng, nasik daging, your most delicious ikan patin tempoyak..

Did you know that when you were around, I would never, ever eat any ikan patin tempoyak if its not made by you..?

I guess it’s kinda too late for me to tell you that now, right Ayah?

I miss making dishes for you; I just love it when you taste any of our cooking though it wasn’t that great; my kek batik, along’s chocolate cake and baked macaroni, angah’s ayam black pepper, nadia’s murtabak Maggie, the agar-agar kelapa..

I’m glad I made you that burger the afternoon before you left us; though it was just frying the patty, putting the patty between the bread n cheese, putting it in the microwave, thank you so much for eating that..and thanx for eating the limau bali..

I’m sorry I didn’t join you for dinner that night, as usual, I was just being the lazy me..

It’s already 100 days after that Subuh when mom asked Abelong to call me to your room..and then I stood there, I held your hand while being sleepy and all when you left us..

100 days after, I can still feel my hand touching yours..

I’m always grateful to Allah for giving me the chance to be by your side when you left us..

Allah knows best.. I think if I wasn’t there, I might not believe it..

It’s already 100 days and yet, I question myself everyday, are you really not here with us anymore..? I know it’s not good to question, but it still seems so surreal, like you’re just away, outstation, and that someday you’ll be back..

Every time we went to your resting place, I make myself think that this is just like visiting you when you were admitted..difference is, we can’t communicate with each other..

It’s already 100 days..and I still miss you every time anyone said the word ‘Ayah’..

Every time I heard anyone mentioning your name (which is a lot since one of my bosses’ name’s the same as yours..heh)..

Even though it’s already 100 days, every time I saw some one who looks like a father, I need to restrain myself from crying..

It’s been 100 days since I’ve been with my biggest supporter..

No one believes in me like you do..not even mak..

No one could ever have so much faith in me like you..

I’m sorry for taking things for granted, for taking you for granted..

It’s been 100 days without you..but at times, I could feel you’re still with us..

A lot have happened for the past 100 days..

It’s been tough, but not what we cant handle..as Allah wouldn’t test us if we weren’t capable of it, kan, Ayah?

For all your advice, for all the values I’ve been brought up with, for all those reminders which I often ignore..all those are what keeps me going, what keeps our family going..

Ayah, ayah tak yah risau tau..De jage Abelong.. every one’s taking care of each other..

I’m glad that you’ve said “awak ni da bagus da, cume buang malas tu je..” ;p

I’m glad that you know you can rely on me..

But I can never do a good job like you..Mak misses you..it’s kinda our fault..

We don’t really know how or what to talk with Mak..you and Mak used to talk about everything all the time..sekarang, Mak boleh cakap ngan kitorang pon mase bile je..

Tapi, kite try k, kite try borak-borak ngan mak, biar mak jangan asek sedeyh..

Ayah, kite tau ayah tak mungkin tau pasal ape yang kite tules ni..tapi, kite doakan Ayah sihat n selamat kat sane..Semoge roh ayah termasuk dalam golongan orang-orang beriman..Ameen..

Al-Fatihah.

.tangan chantek.

2011-01-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

tangan kananku yang ~~chantek~~ macam da tadek finger prints tuh sekarang sudah gatal. especially jari manes.

so, sape nak beri duwet? hehehe..

Long Call

2011-01-22T01:45:00.143+08:00

Long call, jike di-direct translate adelah panggilan panjang..namun, that's not what it's actually called in malay..it's Petisyen Penerimaan Masuk Peguambela dan Peguamcara...

At about 11.00 - 11.30 a.m. (tak ingat the exact time), on 21.1.2011, Yang Arif Hakim Dato' Rohana binti Yusoff had uttered these words at Mahkamah Rayuan dan Kuasa-Kuasa Khas 2, Kuala Lumpur:

"Saya dengan ini memerintahkan agar Pempetisyen Cik Azraa Fardilla binti Ab Rahim diterima masuk dan didaftaraikan sebagai seorang Peguambela dan Peguamcara Mahkamah Tinggi Malaya"

those very words means that I have been admitted as an Advocate and Solicitor of Malaya. In other words, i'm officially a lawyer! =) [well, i still need to get the fair order, file to the bar council and stuff, but, yeah, u can consider me a lawyer now..hehe..]

I'd really like to thank my mover, En. Isa Aziz Ibrahim for willing to be my mover..sori for writing your name wrongly.. ;p ..but seriously, thanx for being my mover (though i doubt he'll ever read this..heh)..

for those who really wanted to come, but just could not make it in time to hear my long call speech which was delivered by En. Isa, fret not, i'll tell u everything (including the parts where my encik mover added his comments, tapi tak janji laa nak tules verbatim cuz cam tak ingat sangat sebijik-sejibik pekataan dye..;p)

here it is:

(black-my speech which i gave to him n he delivered it)
(blue- his comments or tambahan, etc)
(purple-my explanation)

DI DALAM MAHKAMAH TINGGI MALAYA DI KUALA LUMPUR

(BAHAGIAN RAYUAN DAN KUASA-KUASA KHAS)

PETISYEN UNTUK PENERIMAAN MASUK NO. 18-318-10

Petisyen untuk Penerimaan Masuk Peguambela dan Peguamcara No.18-318-10	Dalam perkara AZRAA FARDILLA BINTI AB RAHIM (No. K/P: ) beralamat di
	Dan Dalam Perkara Seksyen 10 & 15 Akta Profesion Undang-undang 1976 (Akta 166)

AZRAA FARDILLA BINTI AB RAHIM …PEMPETISYEN

DI HADAPAN YANG ARIF HAKIM DATO’ ROHANA BINTI YUSUF

PADA 21 HARIBULAN JANUARI 2011

Dengan izin Yang Arif,

Saya, Isa Aziz Ibrahim mewakili pihak Pempetisyen, Azraa Fardilla binti Ab Rahim yang hadir pada pagi ini. Rakan-rakan bijaksana saya yang mewakili Peguam Negara Malaysia, Majlis Peguam Malaysia dan Jawatankuasa Peguam Kuala Lumpur adalah seperti yang telah diperkenalkan kepada Yang Arif terlebih dahulu.

Yang Arif, saya dengan rendah diri memohon kebenaran untuk memperkenalkan Pempetisyen, Azraa Fardilla binti Ab Rahim.

Yang Arif,

Pempetisyen telah dilahirkan pada 12 Mac dan merupakan anak ketiga daripada sembilan adik-beradik kepada pasangan Haji Ab Rahim bin Kasim dan Zawiah binti Muhammad. Pempetisyen telah menerima pendidikan awal di Kitchener Primary School, Cardiff, Wales, Severn Road Junior School, Cardiff, Wales dan SK (P) Methodist Kuantan, Pahang. Pempetisyen kemudiannya meneruskan pendidikan sekolah menengahnya di SMKA TAHAP, Jerantut, Pahang dan MRSM Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan sebelum melanjutkan pengajiannya dalam jurusan undang-undang di Kulliyyah Ahmad Ibrahim, Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia.

Yang Arif,

Di kesempatan ini, Pempetisyen ingin mengucapkan terima kasih dan penghargaan yang tidak terhingga kepada ibunya, Puan Zawiah binti Muhammad kerana banyak bersabar dengan Pempetisyen serta mempercayai dan membenarkan beliau mengambil jurusan undang-undang walaupun sebenarnya ibunya lebih selesa jika Pempetisyen memilih jurusan kejuruteraan seperti kedua-dua kakaknya. Pempetisyen juga ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada bapanya yang telah banyak berkorban, En. Haji Ab Rahim bin Kasim serta kedua-dua kakak Pempetisyen, Azraa Illiani dan Azraa Afhzan yang menyokong pendirian Pempetisyen untuk mengambil jurusan undang-undang dan meyakinkan ibu Pempetisyen untuk membiarkan Pempetisyen dengan jurusan pilihannya. Tidak lupa juga kepada enam adik-adiknya yang sentiasa membuatkan hidup Pempetisyen lebih menarik.

Mengikut kata Pempetisyen sendiri, Yang Arif, walaupun pencapaiannya tidaklah sehebat kakak-kakaknya, Pempetisyen berharap agar beliau dapat menjadi contoh yang baik kepada adik-adiknya. Bagaimanapun, Yang Arif, saya tidak setuju dengan pernyataan Pempetisyen kerana profession di bidang undang-undang sama hebat (tak ingat sangat sebenarnye ayat dye, tp lebeyh kurang ah maksod dye) dengan profession lain seperti jurutera (n i think he said something more..entohh..). As what had been said by Seseorang (tak ingat jugek) lawyers are like your spouse; you can't live with them, you can't live without them. =D

Pempetisyen sedar bahawa tanpa kasih sayang, berkat, pengorbanan dan dorongan seluruh ahli keluarganya, Pempetisyen tidak mungkin boleh berada di sini.

Yang Arif, Pempetisyen juga ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada Pengajar beliau, En. R Rajes yang telah banyak memberikan tunjuk ajar kepada beliau selama sembilan bulan tempoh Latihan Dalam Kamar beliau di Tetuan Rajes Hisham Rahim & Gopal. Terima kasih juga kepada seluruh warga Tetuan Rajes Hisham Rahim dan Gopal terutamanya rakan kongsi-rakan kongsi firma tersebut, En. Ramesh dan En. Rahim, dan juga kepada peguam-peguam yang banyak membantu Pempetisyen mengharungi tempoh latihan dalam kamar terutamanya Ms. Joanna dan Cik Farisha. Pempetisyen sangat menghargai semua ajaran dan pengalaman yang diperolehinya semasa di sana.

Pempetisyen juga ingin mengucapkan tahniah dan terima kasih kepada Pempetisyen ke-sembilan, Cik Nuur Hidayah Abdul Rasid yang merupakan rakan serumah dan rakan semeja di firma latihan dalam kamar beliau. Terima kasih kerana banyak bersabar, terima kasih kerana menjadi pendengar setia, terima kasih kerana menjadi penyelamat di saat genting dan memerlukan, dan terima kasih kerana menjadi Nuur.

Akhir sekali, Pempetisyen ingin mengucapkan terima kasih atas dorongan dan sokongan rakan-rakannya yang banyak membantu menceriakan Pempetisyen sepanjang mengharungi latihan dalam kamar tersebut terutamanya ~~teman teristimewa~~ (my mover left out dat part) Ricardo Kaka (according to Nuur, my mover kinda buat muke kompyus jap..ngehehe), Sakinah, Yasmeen, Shamila, Syami, Aifaa, Nurul, Bazlaa, Sheera, Faezar, Shafura, Sharifah, Vida (it's Vidic ye kawan-kawan), Aizat dan rakan-rakan yang hadir pada hari ini. (My poor mover terpakse melepaskan nafas yang panjang cuz according to him: ramainye nak sebut..;p)

Yang Arif, saya percaya bahawa Yang Berbahagia Peguam Negara, Tuan Setiausaha Majlis Peguam dan Tuan Setiausaha Ahli Jawatankuasa Peguam Kuala Lumpur tidak mempunyai sebarang bantahan kepada petisyen Pempetisyen. Saya juga percaya bahawa Pempetisyen merupakan seorang yang berkelayakkan untuk diterima masuk sebagai peguambela dan peguamcara dan saya juga percaya bahawa semua suratcara adalah teratur.

Saya dengan rendah dirinya berharap supaya Pempetisyen, Azraa Fardilla binti Ab Rahim diterima masuk sebagai Peguambela dan Peguamcara di Mahkamah Tinggi Malaya.

there! panjang, rite? heh..btw, thanx to Mak, Angah, Abelong, Borgy, Sangkinah, & Buzlaa who came to my long call and had the oppurtunity to denga d speech..n thanx Milah for coming!!oh, n thanx to Mr. Rajes kerane menjubahkan saye..;)..n thanx to all my those wishes, kawan-kawan~let's pray that i'll be someone useful starting now..! =)

seberang perak- of udang & ikan bakar and sawah saujana mata memandang

2011-01-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

since i'm between jobs right now (hehehe), i decided to agree to cadangan ayah: ekot dye outstation ke perak, kedah, penang, perlis...

kerana mengikot ayah outstation, tempat-tempat yang dilawati mestilah tempat keje dye..

i cant really remember what happened dalam perjalanan pergi ke Seberang Perak cuz mainly, i slept..ngantok ok..hihihhi..lepas kuala selangor, memang da totally out. tatao laa ayah benti kat mane ke ape ke, me and Abelong tido je..sori ayah..;p

tengahari tuh da makan kat satu tempat, but later, kawan ayah ajak makan lagi..so, kitorang pon ekot laa..rezeki jangan ditolak..=)

inilaa tempat yang kitorang tak tolak rezeki tuh:

papan tande yang lebih komersialnye adelah:

ayah cakap tempat neh macam glemer..glemer laa..banyak kot kete bederet parking tepi jalan uh..heh..

tempat neh siap ade 2 kolam udang..satu ntok udang junior..yang bawah neh untok udang otai:

banyak gile ok udang dalam neh..meh nengok betape XXL tak XXLnye udang-udang uh:

kewl kann..? sile menjamu selere menengok ape yang kitorang makan (for our second lunch..;p)

paleng kiri udang xxl, depan udang xxl tu adelah ikan jelawat kot..di kanannye itu ikan tatao name..yang kale kuneng tuh sah-sah laa ikan patin gulai tempoyak, sayor tuh sayor pucok ubi, n dalam mangkok atas skali dekat tangan Abelong adelah macam kepah ke lala ke tatao laa, some kind of shells..heh..

n tho it was d second lunch (ye, since its the second lunch, i only ate the laok, no rice..tak larat da..huhu),
licin kot!

Abelong habeskan sume..hehehe..tadek ah..

so, that was that..pas makan, ayah kene gi keje, kitorang pon tunggu laa..
to kill time, kami amek gamba sawah yang kewl~

chantek kan?

i think that was the first time sedekat itu dengan sawah padi..selame neh nampak kat tepi jalan, tak pnah plak benti..jadik jakon jap..ngeheheh..

anyway, i enjoyed my brief stop at Seberang Perak..akhir kata, majulah padi untuk negara! ;)

whoa~banyaknye sawang kat sini~

2011-01-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

tah bile laa nak nak rajen tules blog lagi..skang da habess chambering kot..ngeheheheh..takpela,since skang tengah between jobs, mebi akan rajen..

oh, kepade ahli keluarge, kawan-kawan, dan kenalan, adelah dengan ini anda semuwe dijempot hadir ke long call saye:

   : 21.1.2011 :
   : 10.00 pagi :
   : Kompleks Mahkamah Jalan Duta :

sile datang bersame sejambak bunge ye.hehe..tadek laah..datang je..i might mention your names~

L.R.T.

2010-05-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

Ok, let me clarify things for u guys, before koram maken salah paam..

Semalam, kitowam (me & NUU) seperti biase, balek bersame-same dari kerje..
Mase tuh lam pukol 9++..

Sampai kat masjid jamek, I went to the ATM machine untok draw duwet, and also sempat gak topap Touch n go..mase tuh, si bertuwah Nuu neh jalan depan..i thought that she’d glanced back at me laa gak kan..tapi, being Nuu, tak boleh nak expect banyak laa..so, dye dengan bertuwahnye tak perasan aku tadek kat belakang dye..dan dye dengan kompidennye bejalan turon bawah nunggu tren tuh..

Aku ingatkan (another unwise presumption done by someone who knows how absent-minded Nuu could get sometimes..) Nuu akan terseda ketidak-hadiran aura aku dengan dye by the time she’s waiting for d train..but guess what..?

When I went down to wait for the lrt to terminal putra to come, there was no one waiting at this side of the terminal; which means that si bertuwah Nuu just went on a train n decided not to wait for me, because dye MASEH tak seda aku tadek dengan dye lahh..;P

Aku pon nunggu laa tren tuh..tgh nunggu, dapat laa msg Nuu neh..:
Mane ko? Nape aku xnampak ko? Ko duduk kt mane dlm tren nieh?

Aku pon da bersediye nak msg bitter kat dye neh.. da type da: aku kat tren masjid jamek lagi..

tibe-tibe…

Ade sorang laki datang tepi aku..dye tego: baru nak balek ke..?
Suare dye cam Alep (ye, Alep law tuh..)..aku pon angkat laa muke, expecting it to be Alep..tapi, tibe-tibe suare tuh bukan dari Alep lahh..ntah sesape tah weyhh..

Aku pon…nga kompyus pon jawab, “hak ah…baru nak balek..”
Sape ntah: oohh..
Aku dengan yang tengah kompyus: uhm, do I knoe u..?
Sape ntah: uhm, no..but I think I’ve seen u before..
Aku: uh..?where? kat area neh..?
Sape ntah: not really, ..bla bla bla (sori, tak hengat sangat..;P)
Aku: oohh…do u work here?
Sape ntah:no..(blab la bla)
Aku: then, nape datang sini?
Sape ntah: oh, I datang nak makan tadi..(blab la bla)..u duduk area mane?
Aku yang pandai: oh area Gombak..
Sape ntah: so, u duduk dengan your frens ke..?
Aku yang tak reti menipu ke ape tah: hak ah..
Sape ntah: so, u turon which station?
Aku yang pandai lagi sekali: uhm, terminal putra..
Sape ntah: oh, I wangsa maju..bla bla bla (tak ingat..atao tak pedulik nak ingat)

Then, Nuu decides to call, ye laa, aku tak reply lagi msg bitter tadi kan..
Aku to Sape ntah: jap ekh, ade call..

Nuu: ko kat ne..? aku tak nampak pon ko?
Aku: kat masjed jamek lagi laa..
Nuu:hahhahahahahahahahah
Aku: kwang aja ko tinggal aku…huhuhuh..
Nuu:hahahahahhahahahahahaha
Aku:ko da kat mane da?
Nuu: hahahhahahahahahahahah….patotlaa..hahahahahahha
Aku: ko da kat mane..?weyh, benti gelak..huhuhuuhu…
Nuu:hahahahahhaha..aku da kat kampong baru
Aku:huh..?behngom..kwang aja ko tinggal aku..ko tak seda ekh..?
Nuu:hahahahha..tak weyh, aku ingat ko da naek..
Aku: uhm, takpelaa..ti ko tunggu ah aku kat Putra, k..?
Nuu: hahahahahah…ok…

So, Nuu da letak tepon, n Sape ntah maseh di tepi aku..huhuhuhu..
Aku klu ekot ati mmg nak je becakap tepon sampai sudah, tapi fon tuh low bet plak..(pandai kan font uh..timetime neh laa nak lowbet..)

Since he was still there, aku pon cakap “sori, ade org tepon”..aku pon kompyus nape aku cakap sori kat dye..;P

Sape ntah: oh, takpe..(dye ade tny mende, which aku tak hengat..)
Aku: (jawab soklan dye..then aku tanye..) do u always do this? (dlm otak aku, nak je cakap, do u always do this..?talk to strangers like u know them..?hehe..tapi, tak, aku tanye nde laen) do u always balek lambat..?
Sape ntah:not really..(blab la bla…)what’s your name?
Aku sepatotnye cakap name aku isteri kaka, tapi aku cakap: Azraa
Aku: uhmm.. mmg keje area-area ni ke..?
Sape ntah: tadek laa..i keje kat Prince Hotel, concierge..
Aku: oohhh…
Sape ntah: u keje mane..?
Aku, lagi skali jawab jujur: oohh, dekat Yee Seng, dekat dgn Maybank (sebabnye, mate terbayang alamat firm yg slalu kuwa time kite wat affidavit, submission, etc tuh..;P)

Then, tren pon sampai..finally…huhuhu..

Sape ntah: oohh..ramainye orang (dlm lrt)
Aku: ehm..
Sape ntah: So camne..?
Aku: uh..?
Sape ntah: nak gi memane dulu, KLCC dulu ke..?
Aku yang tengah sangat kompyus: uh..? eh, takpe, my fren’s waitin for me..
Sape ntah: ok..

Masok tren, dye gi kanan, aku tros gi kiri, cecepat nak tenggelemakan diri dalam orang ramai, which is a bit impossible since aku bukan laa sekecik Pae..;p
Aku nga takot kejap neh, tetibe, nampak kusi! Wahhhh, dapat kusi dlm lrt yang penoh tuh…!aku pon dudok laa..praying dat he wont seem to remember dat he’ve been talking to me for the past 10 minutes..

Ngah dudok uh, aku tepon Nuu si betuwah..memang dye angkat habess tepon tuh..Nuu, campak je lam laot fon uh..;P

Aku pon msg ah dye: why oh freakin y, dlm byk2 hr, hr neh ko tggl aku?huhuhuhuhuuh..

So, kawan-kawan, dat was that..
Stop asking me aku kuwa dating ke tak ke..nanti Kaka akan kompyus nape koram tny aky sal dating when he’s not in Malaysia..

broga: of stamina & lalang chantek

2010-03-28T02:15:00.000+08:00

ini adelah kali ke-2 meng-hike Broga hills..
first time naek ngan kawan2 chillaweyhs n angah n adek2 bazlaa..

dari kiri: me, Angah (nape muke camtuh..?hehe..), Eryna, Along

nak naek broga punye pasal, pukol 4.45 a.m. sudah bangon..(hebat kan? sbb slalunye kol 4.45 a.m. baru nak tido..hehe)

pendakian kali keduwe bersame Angah,Along n 3 kawan Along namely; Eryna, Zami & Aimran..

gerak dari parking kol 6.29 am..

cite-cite naek uh sure laa nk nengok sunrise kat peak..

sebab tu laa mende tuh dinamekan cite2 sbab tho it's my 2nd attempt, still tak bejaye ye..

kerane ape?kerane kurangnye stamina..huhuhu..banyak kali btol benti..

Angah siap offer: ke nak benti je..n turon n tunggu dalam kete..?

in my mind, i was like: please do not give me any other options than to sampai ke puncak..i am sooo capable of turon bawah balek n tunggu lam kete..;P

naseb baek d me who always opt for d convenient choice neh tak givap n decided to juz troskan pendakian (mendaki laa sangat..heh)

Angah, biyanae for slowing u down..n thanx a lot! ;)..3rd time kite rase kite kne grak dari parking uh kol4.45..hehehhe..

anyway, it was worth it!! (walopon sampai ke 2nd peak uh lam 7.29 a.m.)

chantekness, kan..? ;)..ni view 2nd peak dari 1st peak..

my first attempt pade 1.1.2010 arituh sampai takat 1st peak jekh..hehe..

this tym around, i've managed to go up till d 2nd peak!!

tengok, 1st peak uh cam tak dek hal lah..kat ujong jari jekh..;P

d three Azraa-s diselimuti lalang chantek~

..on our way down..

lengoh maseh trase..tapi rase cam nak naek lagi..

if naek buket broga evri month, ok gak kan..?

sekali lagi, cite-cite..harap-harap tak jadik angan-angan plak..;P

btw: thanx to :

Along sebab ajak..

Angah sbb tunggu kite..

kawan2 Along for d nice company & juge sebab jadik fotografer kami..;D

jom gi lagiiiii~

p/s: kin..sori sbb awak tak ekot..laen kali ekh..? ;)

p.p/s: pasneh, if kite naek, kite masak nak kat atas uh? ;P

7-1???

2010-03-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

ape mende laaaaa yang aston villa buat.....?????

kene blasah 7-1 dgn chelsea???

apekah kemangkokkan mereke..??

haish..

bukannye aku sokong villa..

tapi tolong laa jangan wat celsi rase lebeh mengade..;P

wooohoooooooo~thanx for makin me start my week with a smile~

2010-03-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

final score:

glorious Man Utd: 2 - Liverpooluzers: 1

enough reason for me to be starting my week smiling..;)..hope i'll still b grinnin till the week ends..

p/s: dear vidic hotness..do u have to grab my attention by earnin urself a yellow?

u'r still hot, by the way..=)

pp/s: Angah, thanx sebab teman kite..;)

whatever.just ignore this entry.

2010-03-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

why do i still remember even his birthday??
bile nak lupe neh..?

this is weird since i'm d type who forgets things easily; handphone je dah brape kali tuka sebab lupe letak kat mane.. ;p

n yet, i still remember d things dat i shudnt bother about..membazey kapasiti otakku yang siket neh..;P

watever..u dont even knoe i used to like u..(hahaha, yeke..?)

watever..can u just get married so i can forget u? go find a girl, and be crazily in love, and get married, so i can forget u..heh..
i think only then will my mind stop remembering the little details about you..

seriously..what ever is my problem anyway?..

~nice way to cure a headache~

2010-03-20T07:39:00.000+08:00

1 March 2009: stat masok keje kat firm skang..memule tuh keje tak la banyak tapi tak laa siket..ok je laa..

2nd week tuh, Nuu datang intervyu..bile tao dye kompem join, waahhh, gumbire dan lege btol..etlis ade geng nak lunch..heh..tapi, Nuu stat next week..~sigh~ kne survive this whole week without a fren kat firm, unlike Azmiclanz..hehehe..

by d end of d second week, last friday to be exact, kepale neh memang sudah sangat saket..berdenyot-denyot jekh macam..ntoh knape..mebi sebab da tuwe..;p..

speaking of which, dat same friday happens to be my birthday..wasnt really expecting much, ye laa, sume org sebok keje kot..not to mention orang kat ofis langsong tatao (ye laa, mane dyoram nak tao klu aku tak bitao..unless ade among them stalker aku..;P)..i kinda suggested my frens ntok tgk muvi, cuz klu tak, rase cam dull btol befdey, cam boring plak..my frens agreed, and kononnye plan nak tgk muvi on laa..

little did i know dat they'r plannin somethin else..kinah d house-mate cum partial party-planner neh menjalankan laa tugas melengah-legahkan aku neh..she said d plan was like, balek umah dulu, mandi dulu, then borgy'll inform us later pukol brape muvi..i was like, fine, whatever, i just want to go back home, eat somting ntok alas perot, then if nak kuwa muvi ke ape ke, tak kesah..sebab kepale yang berdenyot sejak habes keje tadi maseh berdenyot dengan sronoknye tah knape..tambahan pule, perot pon nak join rentak lagu denyutan kepale..aduhyai..

bile sampai umah, time kinah nak parking, i kinda saw CAR 22..then i said.."eh..?kete aifaa..?"..mase tuh mmg sudah terspoil laa rancangan surprise mereke..mate aku yang laju neh teros jengok ke arah umah kat level 4 tuh, sambel terfikir 'oh, lampu terpasang..da ade orang lam umah..'..sambel kami mencari parking lot, ternampak jugak laa kete buzlaa..sori buzz, aku tak hengat brp nombo plet..hahahha..so, bile nampak kete buzz tuh, aku pon terpikey 'hurmm..buzz pon ade neh..mmg kompem ah neh doram kat atas..'..hehehe..

bile kinah da jupe parking space, aku dengan sengajenye cakap "eh, tu bukan kete aifaa ke..?" sambel tangan menunjuk ke arah kete yang sangat Waja itu..kinah pon, baek punye cover laa kohnon cakap "eh, aifaa..? da ade kat sinih..?nape dye kat sini..?jangan cakap dye da sampai.."

aku time tuh pon pikey, takpe laa..play along je laa..hehehe..ok..bile tengah mendaki tangge ke tingkat teratas ntok ke 'penthouse-not' kami, kinah ni buat2 laa cari kunci..its weird becoz, a lil info to d readers: kinah adelah seorang pengemas dan sistematik dan terator..plus, kunci rumah dye sepatotnye digantong bersame kunci kete..tambahan pule, kalao pon kunci umah tuh tak diletak skali dengan kunci kete, kinah sepatotnye da jupe cari kunci umah dalam pade kami mendaki tangge tuh..

tapi takpelaa, since aku pon tadi cam nak amek d 'play-along' approach, aku pon kluwarkan laa kunci umah..takpela, bya aku laa bkak..mase tengah pulas kunci tuh, i didnt fail to notice dat there were not a lot of shuz kat depan umah..monolog dalamanku "uh..pandai gak doram neh sorok kasot..heh.."..

and then....bile bkak pintu, doram sume pon jerit 'Surprise~!!!' ;)..there they were: Borgy, Aifaa, Sheera, Angah, Buzzla, Erma & Ameng..=)

however, my immediate reaction to dat was a bit dissapointing..ye laa, tadi kan cam da nak take d play-along approach, tapi bile org jerit surprise cam uh, which i SHUD'v been surprised, tak plak muke aku yang slalunye penoh emosi neh reti nak blakon tekejot..;P..i shudve showed dat i wasnt really expecting it, dat i am surprised..

dearest everyone involved, thank you sooo very much..i havent had a decent, nice surprise in a while..;)

plus, it's a very effective ubat ntok kepale berdenyot..heh..thanx for d wallet, d toaster, d cupcakes, d pizza, d secret recipe cakes, d fun, d laughter, d stories, d time...(this list could go on and on..;j)

hontoni, arigatougozaimas~

p/s: kaka said thanx for celebrating it with me..dye kan bizi..he's glad to knoe i have such great frens and family..;)

pp/s: thanx also to everyone who remembered my befdey..thanx for makin my day..;)

care to translate..?

2010-03-07T01:18:00.001+08:00

can anyone translate these lyrics for me?

i sooo totally love this song by YUI: Love and Truth

konna ni ommote iru jikan wa tomatte kurenai

karappo no kokoro wa anata no kimochi wo mada mitsukerarenai

onaji ewo nidoto egaku koto wa dekinai noni

"ai no uta" wo kikasete yo sono yokogao mitsumeta

anata no koto shiratai yo mou deatte shimatta no

donna ni sabishikutemo mata aeru ki ga shite iru kara

ryuu nante iranai ikikasenai koto wo shitte iru

kono mama ja wasuremono ni natte shimao deshou?

atashi no kanjou wa namida no oku kagayaita

"ai no uta" wo kikasete yo sono yokogao sono sakini

anata ga ima mitsumeteru hito ga iru to wakatte mo

tsubasa wo kudasai to shinjite utao you ni atashi datte chikau yo

kako mo zenbu ukeireru tte kimeta

"ai no uta" wo kuchizusamu sono eagu ni furettai

anata ga ima mitsumeteru hito ga iru to wakatte mo

"ai no uta" wa owaranai mou datte shimatta no

...owaranai...Love and Truth

try watching it here:

opening Naruto Shippuden

i dont really understand it..

but watching that video where sasuke battles itachi..ooohh, it is soo touching..

i'd really appreciate if anyone could translate it..;)

..how i wish..

2010-01-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

there's this picture that i used to have

it's a simple one

but to me, it looks complicated

it's just a small picture

yet not insignificant

and now..

it's lost..i cant seem to remember where i last saw it..

but somehow, it is still not forgotten

how i wish...that it was less complicated..

that it is insignificant..

that it is forgotten..

because

to that person who's complicated, not insignificant and still not forgotten

i am

sorry, Mr. French Toast couldnt make it in time from France..;P

2010-01-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

..if i were ever to lari dari umah, umah yana n kinah wud definitely be among d 1st places i'd go..;)

yana & sangki, hontoni arigatou for d hospitality..

sebagai balasan, i knoe u enjoyed our cooking~

nuur menimbang sotong..patot beli byk lagi..

kami tertipah dgn tenticles sotong tuh..ingatkan da banyak..huhuhu..

nuur, if kite dok umah same nnt, kite masak je kat umah tao..kan jimat..;)

oh..ade roti..hehe..sori kinah, nuur, yana, aifaa n maybe poji..

french toast tetinggal kat france la beb, flight delay..laen kali (i rili donno when), i'll make up for it..;p

still, kami tetap menjadi surirumah yang betanggongjawab dgn menyediakan makanan delicious neh..

berasap gak laa dapo budak2 bujang neh..;p

kepade kawan2 yg tak menganggor, slamat bekerje!! if nk hire surirumah bername azraa, last time i checked, i;m still available..;)

kepade kawan2 penganggor (macam tak ramai je..urgh, down jap..heh), marilaa kite menikmati mase mengutip anggor neh..;p

=)

2009-12-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

Dear kaka uppa..

thanx for being u..!

" u knoe i'll always love u, dearest azraa.."

I.S.S.U.E.s

2009-12-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

a lot of things happened since i last wrote an entry. among others; d final results were out, the job-hunt starts, me n Toshee met, borgy n nuu went to korea, nuu da nak balek in less than 10 hours time, n a whole lot more.

i went thru a lot. emotionally, i might add. especially these past few days. i'm not known for my patience, and this somehow played a big part throughout my past few emotional days. i guess when we're angry, we shud just remember to; inhale, exhale..relax..breathe..it'll help get our heads clearer. for the time being, i have issues with one of my family members. n dat famly member definitely have issues with me. bak kate nuu, she always have..heh..

other people have other issues..compared to other people, my issue(s) may not qualify as an issue..heh..
i mean, i'm only having trouble with my family, which, no matter what happens, they'll accept me..
look at other people; some have issues with their best friends, some have issues surviving in a foreign country, some have financial issues, and other more disturbing issues..

these issues in life are not dat easy to be dealt with, compared to the issues dat we were required to solve during our exams. kalau nak jawab isu dalam soklan final, slalunye kite akan carik isu, refer pade relevant authorities, letak prinsipel yang berkaetan, then apply, da dapat markah..

issues in life are more complicated..everything is inter related..takde statutes or acts yg spesifik untok just 1 issue..n maybe, sometimes, issues in real life are better left unsolved.

the unexpected song

2009-12-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

dearest Chillaweyhs..

ingat tak bile kite da start sedeyh2, n some of us cried sbb da nak grad, n everything?
i actually keep track on sape nanges dulu, among us & in front of us.. here's the list :

1. sheera, 221009, fatihah's (tho she kinda acted, but we can say that this started the list..;p)

2. yana, 291009, LPU, petang

3. borgi, 291009, planet tomyam, petang sket

4. cepah, 291009, planet tomyam, maghreb

5. nuur, 191190, Law Grad dinner

6. pae, 201109, Concorde Shah Alam's room no.1012

*as for the rest, stakat my personal official record, takde yg nanges kot da pastuh..referring to this context laa..

i was kinda wonderin, will i cry?kinda anticipatin it a bit..heh..
cuz i remembered saying that i may feel sad but i might not cry in front of people..i just cant..sheera ckp aku ego, n she's so determined to make me cry ;P..heh..mebi bcoz i said d reason for not crying in front of people is i'd feel stupid, n i'll get embarressed later..

and then..when i was drivin back to putrajaya with all my stuffs from nusaibah, i listened to a cd i bought mase matrix..n i heard this song, this verse in particular:-

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on

- good charlotte-

and without any warning, my earlier question was answered; i kinda cried..
i really dont know why..but..
just like dat, i remembered our times together..
not all, but enough to make me cry thinkin about it..
i remebered the kindness i received all these years having all of you as my frenz..
the laughter, the stupid jokes, our silly remarks, any emotional outbursts..
the times when u really cant beruang with me (e.g. having kaka's wife as a fren..;p)
i really am thankful for being blessed with such amazing persons as friends..

milo, kinah, nuur, yana, borgy, aifaa, pae, cepah, buzzla, sheera, teekah, kak lean..
i'd like to dedicate my first entry to u guys..
thanx..for everything..may Allah bless us all with greatness ahead of us..
may Allah give us the chance to be frens as long as He is willing..

saranghae =)

* this part may be inaccurate..